i'm totally wrong

last night, before i get my beautiful sleep n dream, i just remember something...
i dont know why it came last night...
it is about friendship...

yeah, i do have a lot of friends but not best friends...
i have best friends, but are they really my best friends?
so do i, am i really their best friends?

how i wish i will get my true best friends...
i tried to behave myself, control myself, try not do anything bad or worse...
but, u know people do mistakes in their life...
we cant escape from this...

what am i totally regret is, i choose wrong friends...
they incited me, they are bad...
i wish i can apologies from that person...
even sometime i hate that person but ...
hmmmm, i dont know...

i hope i can make it right before it is late...
i wanna change, but please help me...
i cant make it by myself...
i'm too weak...
Ya Allah, give me a guide :(
i dont want to be a sinner...